I'm Tired...

I'm Sick...

Of Organising All Those Birthday Of The PIDians...

I Guess It's Time For Me To Stop...

Stop All Those Stupid Acts I Did...

It Doesn't Bring Any Good...

Yet...

It Brought Along The Bad...

The Bad That...

People Complained...

When There's Too Little People In The List...

People Complained...

When There's Too Many People In The List...

It's So Hard To Fulfil One's Thinking/Mindset...

One Have To Generate The List...

Finding People Who Wanted To Contribute...

Having To Go After One After The Other For Their Shares...

Not Once...

But...

Uncountable Times...

People Got Irritated When The Same Pair Of Hands Stretch Infront Of Them...

People Don't Understand...

How Tedious It Is To Ask Each And Everyone...

How Much Time One Wasted While They Took Effort For It...

How Much Trouble One Has Gone Through Before Completing Each And Every Birthday...

Thinking One Sided Was Their Ability...

Thinking That One Only Need To Collect Money From People...

Thinking How Easy It Is...

But That's Only The External...

They Just Don't Get A Chance To See The Internal...

Maybe They Just Do Not Have The Time...

One Spent Their Precious Time Organising And Finding People...

While The Others Spent Their Time Playing And Fooling Around...

I Felt Tired After All These...

I Didn't Bother To Ask From Them Anymore...

If They Were Really Sincere About Sharing Or Contributing...

They Will Come To Me Self-Willingly One Day...

And I Mean...

One Day...

The Day...

Which Will Never Come...