CCN Day???

I'm Stressed...

Because Of This...

Being Make The Rep Of The Care Group For No Apparent Reason...

Having The Need To Take Care Of Things...

Having The Need To Hold Meetings...

Having The Need To Become The Middleman Between The Lecturers And The Group...

Of So Many People With Potential...

But...

Why Me???

There's No Answer For Which I Could Answer That Question...

Neither Do I Believe That I Had The Leadership Skills...

Nor I Believe That I Can Push The Group Along...

I Just Wanted A Backstage Role...

A Role Where I Could Contirbute...

And Not Worrying About Other Things...

Having To Accept And Fulfil Each And Every Opinions Bombarding Me...

From Everywhere...

Everytime...

Everyone...

Grasping An Air Outside Seems Hard...

Everytime I Think About This...

I'm Worried...

Worried When The Day Comes By...

Worried That I Won't Be Able To Make It...

Time Flies...

Hoping To Settle Everything Smoothly...

Was My Aim...