Sometimes...

I Just Felt So...

Jealous...

Not Very Sure If That's The True Feeling I Had...

I Just Don't Know Why...

But...

Whenever I See My Friends Doing The Last Finishing Touches To Their Work...

Especially On Their Own Concepts...

How I Wish I Could Do That Too...

On My Own Concept For Sure...

I Held That Regret Inside Me...

Clinging It Tight And Never To Let Go...

I Felt That I Had Let My Concept Down...

A Lot...

I Choose To Abandon It Then...

Just Because Of Some Reasons...

The Other Half...

Why Must We Have Pair Work With Different Concepts In The First Place?

I'm Not Available During The Times When They Paired Everyone...

Far Far Away I Am...

Felt So Unfair Now...

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Everytime...

Because Of Someone Or Something...

I Would Rather Let Myself Down...

Than Letting The Others Down...

Why Can't I Be A Little More Self-Centered Like The Others...

Why...