The Confuse Complications...
Mind Seems To Wander Around...
Randomly...
A Kind Of Confusion Stayed On The Inside...
Is It The Cause Of Being Too Competitive?
Or Is It Just Some Kind Of Bad Influence...
Don't Ask Me...
I Don't Know That Myself Too...
But What I Just Hope Was...
That These Two Don't Link To The Confusion State I'm In...
For The Reason That...
I Hated Being Competitive From The Day I Step Into Design...
Just Do My Best For Everything...
Despite In The State Of Low Motivation...
I'll Just Try...
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Despite Having Cleared The Hatred...
More And More...
Seems To Have Irritated Or Angered Me...
I've Changed...
I Don't Feel That I'm The One Of The Past...
Everytime I Tried To Tolerate...
But It Just Don't Help Much...
I Closed One Eye...
Sometimes Even Both Of Them...
But Things Just Tend To Happen Just Right Infront Of Me...
Or Maybe Just Directly Beside Where My Ears Are...
Why Are People Doing All These Frustrating Acts?
The Sad Point Was...
Some Others Too Were Quite Intolerance Of The Actions Seen...
They Complained...
Same For Me...
Why?
Well...
Maybe I Should Try To Avoid These Political Issues For The Moment Of Time...
Unable To Concentrate Much On My Work These Few Days...
Just Like Today...
I Don't Seem To Have The Urge To Work My Mind Out...
Brain Dead...
My Mood Wasn't There...
Morale Was Low...
Motivation Strike Out...
Good Luck People...