It's 2nd Of February, 2007...
I Wonder How Long Have I Not Blogged...
Everytime I Wish To Blog...
Something Stopped Me...
I Don't Know Why...
Everything That I Do Now...
It's All Like...
Two Words...
Heck Care...
It's Not Like The Past Anymore...
Where Every Job Was Done In The Way I Wish It To Be...
Perfectionist...
I Take Pride In My Work...
Even My Secondary School Testimonial Showed It...
I Gave Every Effort I Could...
Although It's Not Really 100%...
At Least There's A 90% To It...
I Realised That...
What's The Point Of Working So Hard...
Rushing Work 24/7...
Or Maybe...
Just Till Late...
I Don't Get It...
Everytime I Finished The Work...
Normally That Happened Before The Others Do...
I Will Always Give People The Impression...
That Whenever I'm Not Around Beside Them...
I Will Be Doing Work Somewhere Alone...
Alone...
Trying To Avoid Them Seeing My Stuff...
Like Betraying Them...
It Just Gave That Feeling Of...
What's The Point...
What's The Point Of Doing Work...
What's The Point Of Having Them As Friends...
What's The Point Of Getting Near Them...
What's The Point Of Everything...
I Never Hide My Work Before...
Neither Do I Act So Secretive...
I Showed Them...
I Shared...
I Teached Them...
I Helped...
What I Got Was???
I Somehow Wonder...
Is It Because...
They Were So Kiasu And Scared That I Will Overrun Them???
That's Dumb...
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People Asked About What's Your Concept About...
But Aren't It Get So Tiring To Explain The Same Thing One After Another...
Rush...
This Word Don't Belong To My Dictionary In The Past...
But Now...
It Does...
In The Past...
I Did My Work In A Pace Where I Can Cope...
I Don't Rush...
I Take My Time...
Now...
It Changed...
I Waited For Them Before I Started My Work...
Where It Generally Lead Me Rushing Through My Work At The Very Last Hour...
Slowly...
As Time Went By...
The Work...
The Progress Of It Starts To Slow Down...
I Wait For Them...
Waited For Them To Start Before I Do...
But There's No Point...
Even Though...
I Waited And Waited...
They Will Just Start Without Me Knowing...
One Told Me That...
Last Time...
I'm Not Like This...
I've Changed...
One Told Me That...
It's Not The "Weijie" I Used To Know...
Well...
I Agree To It...
And I Really Appreciated Them For Telling Me That...
Cause That Depends Alot...
I Think...
Think Of Why...
Why The Change...
I'm Exhausted...
Tired Of All These...
I Don't Wish To Care...
I'm Just So Weak Now To Handle So Much Stuff...
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There's One Thing That I Don't Really Understand At All...
Why Are People Stressing So Much About Work...
Why Are They Carrying On Doing Work When They Were Under So Much Stress...
Why Can't They Just Simply Slow Down And Take A Short Break...
A Minute Will Do...
Why Are People Still Trying To Create Perfection In Their Stuffs When The Time Was Over...
Why Are People So Scared Of Losing...
Why Are People So "Kiasu"...
Why Can't People Like Just Learn How To Let Go...
Why...
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Sometimes...
I Think...
Is Doing Work In A Fast Pace Wrong???
I Know Myself Well...
I Do Things Fast...
The Standard Is There...
Although It's Not That Perfect...
But...
I Don't Go Trying To Perfect It...
I Know...
There's No Point In Doing So Much...
I Slowed Down...
In Terms Of Days...
I Started Not Doing Work For Some Days...
There's Reasons To It...
Things Can Be Completed In A Few Days For Me...
I'm Not Trying To Mean Anything...
But It's True
As Time Goes By...
I Decided To Extend The Time Line...
Just Trying To Wait For The Rest...
Like Now...
I'm Not Doing The Expected Work Now...
I'm Just Waiting...
Waiting For The Day To Come...
When Everyone Is At...
The Same Place Where I'm At...
Then I Will Continue...
Sometimes...
When People See Me Walking Around...
Doing Nothing...
They Will Just Conclude That...
I've Finished My Work...
And I Have Nothing To Do Now...
Well...
I Don't Care...
I'm Just Waiting...
As Long As I'm Not Letting The Promise I Made To Myself Down...
The Promise Of Waiting...
I Don't Know If That's The Correct Way To Do It...
I Know I'm Letting Myself Down...
Letting My Standard Down...
But I Just Can't Let My Friends Down...
I'm Not So Pathetic In Getting A Distinction Or An A...
A Pass Will Do...
Seriously...
I Don't Care Anything For The Top Or What...
I Don't Like To Be In The Center Of Attention...
And...
I Hated That...
Sometimes...
I Just Feel Like Laughing...
Laughing At Them For Being So Prefectionist...
While The Standard Is Already There...
Laughing At Them For Being So Sensitive To People Who Do Better Than Them...
Even Just For Once...
The Once That People Overtakes Them...
They Will Simply Be More Cautious And Trying To Keep Track Of The Person's Doing...
Once They Failed To Keep Track Of...
They Will Just Have This Words Stuck To Their Mouth...
Secretive...
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Should I Or Should I Not...
Return To The Past...
Or Remain The "Weijie" Now...
Someday...
Everything Won't Be The Same Anymore...